Friday getaway

Today we had a halfday in school, and we were dismissed by 10:30 in the morning. Some of my friends planned on going to Trinoma to play dota, and I too decided that I should tag along and join the fun.

Lol B-con was filled with mostly people from my batch.. Almost half of the computers taken were Pisay students.. :))

I enjoyed myself there pretty much, not just because of the dota-ing but also becuase of the different sights I saw in the mall. I also did stuff to help my friends, which I'm glad made them happy.

At the end of the day, I feel so fulfilled. As I was riding a cab home, I reminisced about the fun time that I had their with my friends and everything. Going there was definitely worth-while. I was able to breathe a whole lot and loosen up. I wouldn't consider my visit their a waste of time and money. I can't wait for my next visit there, which I think wouldn't be to long from now.

Another normal day

Another normal day has passed. I feel tired after a long day's load, and I just feel like going to bed and dream my problems away. Though I can't do that, because I still have hw to take care of. I hope that I'm learning from everything that comes acroos my path; not just in school, but also in everyday life experiences. I hope I can become the better person I am aiming for everyday of my life. I want to be more responsibel, to get things done at the earliest time possible. I want to give my best efforts in everything that I do. I want to be succesful.

Classes today

The new classroom arrangements come to be very unussual and very tiring for me. I don't like having classes in small rooms and out in the open. Maybe I just need time to get used to it, after all, that's all we've got. I would want to resume classes so that my mind wouldln't rot on video games and the like but this wasn't what I had in mind. Come to think of it, this is exactly what different public school-students are experiencing everyday as they go to school. Most are far worse than what we're experiencing now. I'm just thankful that I'm still able to learn important stuff and I consider myself extremely lucky for that.

Retreat..

The retreat is finally done with. I'm gonna miss the place, with its cool climate and pines that weren't aromatic, unlike the ones in Bagiuo. I'll also miss the feeling of living with my batchmates in something like one big happy town of some sort. I miss staying up late with my roommates talking about our interests and anything that would come cross our minds. Even though I wasn't able to sleep well for the first night, I had fun just being there in our humble little cottage.

Besides that, I actually learned a lot during the retreat. Stuff that would help me improve my relationships with others, and as well as with God. I hope I would be able to keep this up for a long time.

The Palanca night, on the other hand, was not as good as the one I had back in La Salle. Back in grade 6, I remember that we teased each other for crying during that night. Can you believe that? Even the toughest and biggest of my classmates lost their toughness aura and their bully-appearence on that night, for they themselves acted like the little girlies they called people back then. I miss that night.

Haha..

So much for that emo post.. :)) At least I feel better now. I wonder what's up for me now that my birthday is coming up. Though im not feeling any festive for that matter. I dunno why really, and neither do I care. I'm not like the little boy i used to be always impatient for the moment he gets to open his presents when his birthday is nearly approaching. Though I was planning on getting me something for my birthday. I'll probably go to Trinoma when I have some spare time so that I could look for something different to get myself. Collectibles maybe, something around 1 thou to 1500 probably. I won't be able to get myself a gift on my birthday itself because apparantly it lands on a Mon this year, and I would be busy in school for most of the day.

Lol I hate having school on my birthday.. :))

my clever self..

sigh.. I dont feel like talking about anything interesting.. cause nothing good is going on now..
All i have are questions that drive me crazy as i keep on thinking about them..

Why am i feeling down?
Why am i feeling lonely?
Why do i feel small?
Why do i think nothing's gonna make things better?
Why do i keep on screwing up?
What did i do wrong?
What did i do to deserve this?
Why am i ashamed?
Why do i think im alone now?
Why do i feel that i've lost her?

sigh..
come back..

Everything was going smoothely then boom.. thanks to my clever self..

It's over.. or is it??

The perio's finally done with, though I still can't breathe freely since there are still a lot of requirements that are due within the next 5 days. That includes 2 long tests on friday, the str methodology on tuesday, health baby something on fiday, and the eng board game on mon. That's really quite a lot and I have only started on the eng board game. I still have to read something for the eng lt tom, and I forgot to mention that earlier along with the others. Oh i still can't play as much dota tonight.. 'sigh'

Happy Birthday.. :)

Happy Birthday Oona!! :) I hope you'll be happy on your birthday, even though it's math and bio perio this day. I hope you do your best in both exams. Sorry I can't talk much since I'm still busy myself. :))

First day of exams

Im glad that the first day of exams is over with.. This is the time of the exams that I usually cant wait to get things over. Though we still have a handful of projects and reports due within the next 7 days, so the exams are not the only things that we are troubling ourselves about. I really loved the weather a while ago, it's cool but it's not raining too much either. I wish it were gonna be like this for the rest of the week.

The next set of exams will be bio and math, my least and most interested-in subjects, respectively of course. I have a feeling that mad would be a killer, as Sir nat's eerie sarcasm stings the back of my neck and always succesfully gives me chills..

Oh well..

Wow.. Kahapon ko lang nalaman na kialangan ko pa ring magupdate ng blog. Hay naku..

The periodic exam's just around the corner.. Well it was supposed to be.. But then the registrar's office caught fire and the test papers were reduced to ashes.
.sigh.

I wish that never happened, as it would give people a lot of trouble. If that didn't happen, the exams would have been over by now. If that didn't happen, I wouldn't have wasted my brain on too much dota playing. I feel so lazy... -_-
.sigh.